Day 14 of 25

Definitely feeling the fatigue these last few days. The facility was buzzing today. Inside the ladies waiting room there were 5 of us, a full house. Two women were excited as it was there last day! Very jealous. We all discussed hair loss from chemo. Some handled it well, others fucked up. If they tell you your hair is going to fall out, it is going to fall out and no shampoo is going to save it. You must shave your head before the deluge, otherwise your hair coming out in clumps is too traumatic. Trust me on this. My radiation oncologist popped in to tell me we could email me copies of my x-rays for all you wonderful readers-- he's still waiting to find out if I can film my treatment. My gut says I'll be denied, but it will be revealed tomorrow. My RTs gave me good recommendations on going to Las Vegas. I couldn't find my Ipod this am-- I'm misplacing things all the time right now. It's stress-- my years of therapy tell me that. I'm going to go on a forced march around the neighborhood for some fresh air. Although I just want to close my eyes. Too tired to figure out online registration for my MBA program I start in 2 weeks-- not a great sign for future academic success.