Day 8 of 25

TGI Christmas. I have the day off tomorrow. My hubby Ned took me to my appointment today, which had me more relaxed. He maintains a calm demeanor when he takes me to these things, whether or not he believes it. It's getting easier to do the appointment on cruise control. A hello to the receptionist, she unlocks the door. I leave my loved one in the lobby. Walk past a few nurses stations, if I catch their eye I get a cheery hello. past the mens' waiting/changing room to the ladies. Pick a locker -- I'm always trying to get #3 for some reason. grab a hospital gown and change. If I'm cold, I can take from a pile of scratchy, sterile blankets. I often opt to wear my down vest instead. I sit and wait for my escort to the Tahoe Room and back. Some of the patients have formed very friendly relationships with the staff. I still keep to my self.

Smiles from the other patients-- we know we can only relate to each other once we enter from the lobby. whether we want to swap stories is another thing. After radiation today we fought it out at Whole Foods for our xmas eve and day ingredients. We're hosting both. Ned is doing most of the cooking. A bright San Francisco day. I'm drinking my new obsession -- coconut juice. I'll bundle up for a walk in a few minutes. A bientot!